People don't want their lives fixed. Nobody wants their problems solved. Their dramas. Their distractions. Their stories resolved. Their messes cleaned up. Because what would they have left? Just the big scary unknown. Chuck Palahniuk

Eli Goldsworthy ::: Seventeen ::: Schizophrenic

I'm not good with these description things, trying to illustrate who I am in a small box. I don't have the answers to the questions in life. I'm pretty much making it all up as I go along. Each day is a battle, one I'm not too sure I can win. My disorder doesn't define me, though more often than not, it says far more about me than I can.

person(s) in paisley jackets

**Please note this is not Munro Chambers nor is it the fictional character he plays on Degrassi.**

[1x1 floater RP]

Text to Eli 

• Eli: Something tells me this debate could last a while so fair enough...even though I'm right and you're wrong. I wish I were there to see the blush. Seriously? I'd like that a lot...very much actually. You're uh, really good at it, ha.
• Clare: Excuse you? No. I'm right. Have a seat. I'm glad you aren't here to see it, it looks stupid. Yeah, seriously. I'd like it a lot too. Hah, well so are you, honest.
• Eli: You're really cute when you get like this, all incorrect but thinking differently. I prefer to stand, thanks. It doesn't look stupid, Clare. It's one of the most beautiful things ever. Well, I'm glad that you think so. I was pretty nervous at the beach.

Text to Eli 

• Eli: You're welcome. I am not but thanks. I'll attempt to be patient but knowing that we'll be face to face again has me anxious in a good way. Time will drag like crazy but seeing you is more than worth the wait.
• Clare: You are too. Don't argue with me, mister. Anyway, I'll be looking forward to it. I can't wait to see you again. It really will drag like crazy. You're making me blush and want to kiss you like crazy right now.
• Eli: Something tells me this debate could last a while so fair enough...even though I'm right and you're wrong. I wish I were there to see the blush. Seriously? I'd like that a lot...very much actually. You're uh, really good at it, ha.

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Text to Eli 

• Eli: Of course I do. You're really special to me, Clare. Thanks for the vote of confidence. That doesn't sound boring at all. I think it'll be a lot of fun actually. It's scary how much I miss you but at least we'll see each other soon and things will be okay again.
• Clare: Thank you. You're sweet. I miss you too, so very much. It is kind of scary but I'm glad that we're going to be hanging out really soon. I'll really be looking forward to it.
• Eli: You're welcome. I am not but thanks. I'll attempt to be patient but knowing that we'll be face to face again has me anxious in a good way. Time will drag like crazy but seeing you is more than worth the wait.

Text to Eli 

• Eli: Even still, it means more than I can say. You've been supportive for three months straight. I think that's incredible. Yeah, I suppose I will in due time. Same here...it's been a while- far too long. Um, I'm not sure what we could do either. I wouldn't even mind sitting down on a bench with you, ha. I just like your company an awful lot.
• Clare: I'm glad that you appreciate it. it's really not a problem. You will. It really has been far too long. I don't know. You could come over to my place if you want? We could watch a few movies? Just hang out or something. Unless you find that boring then we could do something else. I like your company too.
• Eli: Of course I do. You're really special to me, Clare. Thanks for the vote of confidence. That doesn't sound boring at all. I think it'll be a lot of fun actually. It's scary how much I miss you but at least we'll see each other soon and things will be okay again.

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Minimalist illustrations by Evan Robertson

Text to Eli 

• Eli: No problem. I should be thanking you for still sticking around after all this time. It is overwhelming. I'm essentially starting from scratch again but I'm attempting to make the most of it. This weekend would be great. Did you have anything in mind?
• Clare: Hush, you should not be thanking me. This is what friends do. I'm sure you'll find your way soon enough. No, not really. I just wanted to see you again.
• Eli: Even still, it means more than I can say. You've been supportive for three months straight. I think that's incredible. Yeah, I suppose I will in due time. Same here...it's been a while- far too long. Um, I'm not sure what we could do either. I wouldn't even mind sitting down on a bench with you, ha. I just like your company an awful lot.